Strange attractions

June 29, 2018 in Uncategorized

How to start….

It started with just a simple “Hello”, there was nothing to it or so I thought. Finding someone with a deep emotional connection is rare. No I’m not talking about flirting, cheating or having any sexual attraction towards the person…I’m talking about being able to talk about the most weirdest imaginative creative stuff you can come up with at 3 in the morning.

There is absolutely nothing more comforting than having a conversation telling that person your deepest darkest secrets, your most embarrassing moments with laughter knowing that each word is safer with them than with you. Every person needs to have someone in their life whether it is a friend, a lover, a family member it doesn’t matter. Get yourself someone who motivates you, who talks you out of committing suicide, who brightens up your day. Get yourself someone who will always be there for you even if you are just friends , or even if it’s two strangers just having a conversation it doesn’t matter if you talk to a tree or write your sorrows down and burn it.

 

I have been to hell and back. Yes I made mistakes everyone does, yes I do regret most of the things I did in my life but you know what…I wouldn’t have it any other way because then I wouldn’t have the knowledge,experience,maturity or manners that I do today but I am still a weakling. I still get lonely in a crowd of people. I still panic for overthinking. I still cry about silly stuff like potatoes taking long to cook (just an example). Sometimes just sitting on the kitchen floor crying your eyes out for no reason might be good therapy.

Mostly in my case I act as if I don’t care but yet I wear my heart on my sleeves that I have to tuck away now and again but it just slips back out.

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